filled

in the past few weeks, i've been filled with...
- encouragement and inspiration from talks about leadership and life with wise friends
- knowledge from a late night bible study with a sweet friend and her husband
- wonder and happiness from getting to witness 2 beautiful weddings
- a new kind of boldness while learning about mary, the mother of jesus
- awe in learning the stories of "regular" people who are living so sacrificially
- love as i discover how much jesus truly loves relationship
- hope and excitement from getting new perspectives

and this is what i'm feeling:
- my heart beating so quick in my chest
- my mind, so full and spinning
- a desire to play in open fields
- the longing to be in another country, if just for a short while
- excitement from my dreams... the middle of the night and the middle of the day ones
- blessed
- curious

i am feeling pulled from many angles... in a good and exciting way. but deciding which way to go, to choose, to follow in brings me to a place of constantly praying for clarity and direction and wisdom and discernment. but this life is exciting and i'm grateful that i'm being filled with so many good things!

"i know i'm filled to be emptied again, the seed i've received i will sow..." - Hillsong